I guess all i have been going through with Sean has kept me in a slight state of denial. Today I realized just how tired I am. I realized that even though Kevin is helping it has been over 30 days since I have really slept. I get my afternoon naps, and a few hours here and there throughout the night, but it is really catching up to me. Becca and Kevin do not mean to, but they are starting to drive me crazy. I feel like I need a vacation. Tomorrow I am goint to call the Dr. and see about getting something to help me sleep. Kevin sends me up to take a rest and I can not sleep. I feel like I have missed so much sleep that my body does not know how to fall asleep anymore. Hopefully Sean will start sleeping through the night soon. Last night he had Colic and was up all night. I felt so helpless. I tried everything I could think of but nothing worked.
He was fine all day, so I am sure it is normal colic and hopefully it is short lived. Becca had a mlk allergy and she was miserable all the time.

Anyway, now that I wrote this all down I feel better. Kevin finally got Becca and Kevin to sleep, after they got out of bed 25 times for one reason or another (any suggestions on how to fix the roblem of Becca and Kevin not going to bed at night?) and Sean is laying in his Pack n Play cooing. Maybe now would be a good time to get a little shut eye......