8 weeks tomorrow

How is it possible that my baby is going to be 8 weeks old already? He is getting so big and he is SOOOOOO Handsome. He is starting to have 5 hour stretches at night, so we only have to feed him once in the middle of the night. Hopefully he will sleep through the entire night soon!

I have not been doing too well. My RA has been really bad. Today especially. I feel like every bone in my body hurts, I have a fever and my skin hurts. It is so hard to have a positive attitude when everyday I feel like I am dying. I hope that my Dr. can find something to help me. I continue to come to work because I have to work, but it is getting harder and harder. On the weekends all I want to do is sleep and stay in bed. I can not wait for the warm weather because the cold is especially hard on me. Sometimes I wonder why I have to have this awful disease. I wish I could wake up one day and just feel normal. At least I have those three beautiful kids of mine. They help keep me smiling.........