Bittersweet

The last few days have been bittersweet. Yesterday Kevin and I celebrated our 8th Anniversary, but it would have also been my Grandparents Anniversary. I lost count but I am pretty sure they would have been married over 65 years. I wanted to call my Grandfather but I also did not want to bring attention to a day that may otherwise be a good one for him. Would he forget? Probably not, but if he happened to be having a normal Tuesday who was I to bring him down. Now comes today. Today would have been Grandma's birthday. I can't believe that I can not call her, for me it feels like she should still be here just a phone call a way. I miss her terrible. This is when I think about my Dear Friends..... They are going through a life changing experience as well. So much is going to change for them in the next few weeks and I can't fathom the pain they they must feel right now. They know who they are, and I am here for you!